1
jute fibers rasp and sting
visitors gasp the humid heat
a woman tends a clacking loom
thirty no more
her ring finger
no more –
I peer through heavy air
does no one have a set of ten -
the Dacca mill guide
jabbers rapidly
as if economists
will understand
the Dutchman has gone green
the Scandinavian turns away
my ashen father
covers his mouth
and I stag
ger
ou t
into the mere heat
of the monsoon
“Marx called this primitive accumulation”
whispered my teacher
father
“150 years and capitalism
can barely show
itsbloodyhands
in daylight”
come rains
I open my mouth in stubborn
prayer
will sheets of heavy rain
swell the Ganges
wash the shores the walls
wash out the blood?
2
money flees
from East,
“internal colony,”
to West
jute owning Adamjees – their son’s
my friend at Harvard -
jowl by jowl
my father hates Punjabi racism
with the powerful
his group “Harvard advisors
to Governor Wallace”
stand sheeted at Alabama
door to block a lone
student
3
my parents toured
Comilla cooperatives
small farmers working to make do -
my mother caught their glow
redolent of anarchist farms
she’d known so long ago
exuberant as she
wheat
near spoiled in Springfield silos
he’d made a works program
so that the poor
be fed
Bengali hands
forged dams cut
roads
drew prideinpubli
c
space
4
I journeyed with my mother
to the Sundarbans
great Ganges swamps
swept by the busy clouds
our steamer chugged
late against the current
to the Government House
near ruin or unfinished
who can say
tigers
boatmen say
come stalking by the door
even to bedrooms
crocodiles
lie easy on that beach
the board from stern to porch
shivers unstead y
under hesitan t
“perhaps” mom says
“the sleeping’s
better on the boat”
come morning
beaches empty to tall grass
I and a guide –
he’s left his gun
behind -
walk in sunlight
by the muddy water
we stare at
a
giant
paw print
where the lithe
tiger had gone
down
to dr in k
5
that fall at Harvard I told Ashraf
Adamjee
bespectacled scion
of his family factory
charming as always
he’d squin ted at the
tale
and at his nails
and never spoke to me
again

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